lunes, 4 de agosto de 2014

echoes

I wonder how deep the caverns of the heart are
For voices of the past are still echoing through its walls.

I thought I'd heard some voices
I thought I'd follow them
I thought I'd reached the sources
From where this echoes stem

I found there was nobody
I found myself alone
In the corner of my body
But not even a soul

The walls feel the vibration
Of someone's silent scream
I guess it's not the ocasion
To say it's just a dream

Why do I hear these echoes?
Why do I feel the need
To find the one that beckons?
Instead of paying no heed?
Is it my heart that's craving
For the one that made it bleed?
Or just a memory that's stuck
Somewhere and won't recede

I hear them only in silence.
I hear them inside my head.
I hear them seeking for violence,
Waking me up from bed

I cannot trust in time
For this it cannot heal
Why do I hear this chime?
What does its sound conceal?

I can't be living with it
But I don't want it to end
Sometimes when I am lonely
It becomes my only friend

And if i were to surrender
Only to find the echo speaks
With a voice that I remember
And has been making me weak
Could be the sound of your singing
Could it also be my own
Could this choir of our clinging
Onto each other be my fall?

I recall now what it feels like
To be pushed up to the edge
By a voice that wakes at midnight
With a hunger for my flesh

I begin now feeling cold
As I'm giving into it
As it lurks within my soul
As it crawls from head to feet

This is it! The tune I hearken
And the root of all my stress
It only wants me to listen!
It yearns for me to confess!
It wants you to know that somewhere
Deep in the caves of the Heart
Still my love for you lingers
And it sends you my regards.

miércoles, 9 de junio de 2010

V. TRINITY


V. TRINITY

Sublime Superfluous Surfaces!

Universal Conspiracy
Astrological Ancestral Magic
A play of Gods and Demons
And Myths of Divine Goodness

We are one with a thousand names
Together in the same essence
Building our ever repeating history

Forced to remain
Tied to the same will
That keeps us from perishing

A Destiny.
A Spirit.
A Heart.
A Mind.
A Soul.
One Body.
~ME~

martes, 8 de junio de 2010

IV. BODY

IV. BODY
My body is...

An instrument of domination
That is being manipulated by
The sinful memories of the mind
And the whimsical beliefs of the heart

You've reached my soul
Tearing down the prison that is flesh
Breaking the ivory bone bars
Pouring the scorching blood

And your mouth profaning
The most sacred sanctuary
Tasting the finest
Of the red forbidden fruit

Questioning existance
Questioning my words
Questioning my beliefs
Questioning even me

Such as faith bends reason
And reason falls to impulse
I'm betrayed by my emotions
And I feel I'm losing control

~+~

domingo, 27 de diciembre de 2009

III. SOUL



III. SOUL

I cling unto hope
Not to see my dreams fading
And still I keep on cheating
On my heart
On my mind

In between dreams are unveiled
All the mesmerizing truths
To awake
And wake up judging
This tangible vanity

With delusions and burdens
Carried from past lives
With tumors, and bonds
Torn up, broken each day

Nowhere to be found
O! My Soul!
Have I sold you!
For an untouchable pleasure,
For a carnal sacrifice
Lead me to your hell
And let me burn.
~†~

sábado, 4 de julio de 2009

II. MIND


II. MIND

To believe in our own truth
Deciding to lie to ourselves
Judged on the wildest trial
Tne one found guilty, guilty shall remain.

Grasping this space with my own hands
Space I found my senses chose to betray
Perceiving only what can not be seen
With my feelings weighing over me.

Faithful thoughts of Self-sabotage
Praising egoes of a Beautiful Mind
Scheming about self-destruction.

Victim of the futile appearances
Being born in and condemned to
The limited dream of reality.
~†~

martes, 28 de abril de 2009

I. HEART


I. HEART


A hunch.

It is an impulse
A rush of blood
Call it nature
Call it love

Pumping life
Wither slow
Cut with knife
3 ribs below

Blind deciding
Way to go!
Give unto Instinct
Repress your mind


Beating hard
On little deaths
There goes my life
A sigh within


No more breath!
No more grudges!
Nor blackmailers to the soul

Obviating the reason
Shall I seek for further reality
Where my opposite feeling
Can be finally understood.

As of now I will offer
As much pain
To justify the means

~+~


domingo, 26 de abril de 2009

0. SPIRIT


0. Spirit


Turn to dust as time sand falls
Closing all the biggest doors
Open up and wide your legs
Call the curtains to be run

And you may finish.


Ah! To see my spirit soar.
Gather, see, that I invite you...
How you even dare to look!

A contradiction
A sin, condoned, with no remorse
And a reckless common sense

Bow to them!
Mock afterwards!
For this is very show of my existance.

~†~