II. MIND

II. MIND

To believe in our own truth

Deciding to lie to ourselves

Judged on the wildest trial

Tne one found guilty, guilty shall remain.

Grasping this space with my own hands

Space I found my senses chose to betray

Perceiving only what can not be seen

With my feelings weighing over me.

Faithful thoughts of Self-sabotage

Praising egoes of a Beautiful Mind

Scheming about self-destruction.

Victim of the futile appearances

Being born in and condemned to

The limited dream of reality.

~†~

I. HEART

I. HEART

A hunch.

It is an impulse

A rush of blood

Call it nature

Call it love

Pumping life

Wither slow

Cut with knife

3 ribs below

Blind deciding

Way to go!

Give unto Instinct

Repress your mind

Beating hard

On little deaths

There goes my life

A sigh within

No more breath!

No more grudges!

Nor blackmailers to the soul

Obviating the reason

Shall I seek for further reality

Where my opposite feeling

Can be finally understood.

As of now I will offer

As much pain

To justify the means

0. SPIRIT

0. Spirit

Turn to dust as time sand falls
Closing all the biggest doors
Open up and wide your legs
Call the curtains to be run

And you may finish.


Ah! To see my spirit soar.
Gather, see, that I invite you...
How you even dare to look!

A contradiction
A sin, condoned, with no remorse
And a reckless common sense

Bow to them!
Mock afterwards!
For this is very show of my existance.

~†~

Terminus Est

Terminus Est


It's been the End of the World
But just the chosen ones
Felt the world reborn in their hearts

It all went down
It didn't crumble
It just dissapeared to me

And there was me
I was a part of all
And yet I became nothing

Here we are
This is the end
Going back where all began
We grow apart
The last embrace
Everything's back to its place

It's been the Last of our Days
But just you and I
Ever felt so much regret

It all got out
From our hands
Seems we didn't have control

And there was you
A part of none
The guilty or the sad

Here we are
This is the end
Going back where all began
We grow apart
The last embrace
Everything's back to its place

We go on
We forgot
Or pretend that it was not
But we know
Something ended up
To be the start of something new

~†~

*†Dark.Night.Angel.†*

Hurt (ME)

Hurt (ME)

I.ntro:

"I've thrown myself to the blade that lies pointing to my heart and bled enough to heal my self, do I deserve to die in pain or just without you?"

II.
I, myself, am not sufficient
I, myself, am not enough
To satisfy my scorching flesh
I've decided not to hate
Life's decided not to love me

Why must it hurt when I love?

III.
I don't trust in me anymore
When it comes down to life and death
One does trick you, one's unfair
One is painful, one is real
You don't want me nearby you

Why must you hurt me when I love?


IV.
I am not as scared
As you are of me
Make me feel you
Make me love you
Make me hurt you
Like you do
(to me)

Oblige me to let go
Tell me not to hold you close
Do not suffer for I do (for you)
Don't you die in my arms before I do!
And at night, angel's cry is falling from above...

Why must I hurt everything I love?


V.
Life whiters between my hands
Between caresses, inside a kiss
Your breathe is gone...
I feel so vain
I've forgotten how it feels to be in pain...

Why must I love everything that hurts?!

VI.
It's your blood
The poison
The nails
And the thorns
And the coal
And it burns
And it aches
It feels
It moves
And it drifts
Into ashes...
... and the ashes don't speak.

VII.
I
Hurt
(ME)

~†~

*†Dark.Night.Angel.†*

HYPNOS (Escape)

HYPNOS
(Escape)


Following the doorway to a dream
Down to where nothing is what it seems
Living in a world where all is fake
Wondering if one way I'll awake

Triggering the past to see me soar
Travelling inside into my core
Release all the pain of the last score
After all the common flux is tore

Experience of death in fantasy
Reaching to the point of ecstasy
Leaving in a state of lunacy
Shall I enter paradise in secrecy

When the light appears to lose its gleam
Everything according to the scheme
I begin to wonder "What if I
Break this to reality defy?"

Back into the Darkness of the soul
Feelings have started looking old
Scenes that often end up on a trim
Spaces that confuse reality

It's just a dream!

Curtains made of silken masking tape
Thwarting all the times I tried to escape
Make me think of things that I can't feel
Questioning myself if I am real

Being inside someone else's sleep
With lost memories I want to keep
And by dawn the world I know forsake
Because it is high time I awake

~†~

*†Dark.Night.Angel.†*

Time

Time

It is said
Time heals
Always changes everything
Makes us old
Makes us whither
Makes us grow apart

And each day
With this grudge
Growing older

Overflowing (ME)

There's still time
To forever
But I can't
Endure this pain
Dying little by little

There is time
To forget
But I won't
'Coz I know myself
I just want to live fast
And die young

It is said
Time kills
Sometimes soft, sometimes gentle
Makes us cold
Makes us warmer
Makes us change our hearts

And each day
With the distance
Coming closer

Overcoming (ME)

There's still time
To forbid
And it shall
Consume myself
Dying minute by minute

There is time
To forgive
But I won't
'Coz you know me well
I just want to live fast
And die young...

.,,But I cling on to life.

~†~

*†Dark.Night.Angel.†*