Decisions

Decisions

The scars have vanished
Wishing were cherished
I was to finish
Now I am to perish

I felt offended
My wounds not mended
And still stranded
Fell and surrendered
Then...

I sleep
I fall
I wake up
And crawl
And I rise
when I hear your call

My conscience fading
Your name was calling
And slowly invading
The calm was coming

My pain relieving
My past reliving
Soon I will be able
To touch your face
Once more...

I hid
My fault
My sins
And my flaws
Lullaby for a soul
That is lost

It was my vision
And my decision
The pain was there
But without a reason (Why?)

The last words written
My mind just broken
And my veins swollen
Prayed for me
To end this way

I'm weak
I'm cold
I'm nothing
At all
But a coward
When I hear your call

I weep
I cry
And I'm tired
To try
To pretend that
I'm living...

...At all

~†~

*+Dark.Night.Angel.+*