OBS.cure

OBS.cure

This obsessive cure I found for me to feel relief is cloister
No longer can I endure the pain when you are getting closer

And I can't believe that I can't resist, want to taste your sweet & sour
I cannot desist and I must release what consumes me every hour

So I turn the blade carving in and in shall I see the damage made
Everything will fade, will my hunger jade? after all the cost is paid

Then I turn into a mute and deaf and dumb and crippled blind
After all, evertyhing that I am is onlywhat I find:

nothingusefulnothInguselessnothingrightanDnothingwrong
nothIngperfectnothingmOrbidnothingnothingnoThingmore

And my brain will fuse as you will refuse all my touching+killing+tender
So I have to choose any way I lose I cannot ever forget

I cannot ever forgive I cannot ever forget
I remember then that what you give is always what you get

This obsessive cure I found myself to feel relief is lavish in your sadness
It's the only way that you showed me for sure will heal my madness

This obssesive cure won't let me hear you screaming
This obssesive cure won't let me see you pleading
This obssesive cure won't let me make you LOVE ME!
This obssesive cure won't let me tell you HUG ME!
This obssesive cure won't let me touch your face

After all you should understand that this is only a phase
And never forgive and never forget -what you give is what you get.

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*†Dark.Night.Angel†*