Limbo

Limbo

Here...
In the darkness where I dwell,
Where my dreams die within their hopes
Of coming true
I hear sweet words come
From the screams of my inside,
The only sound...

I bleed my tears
In a fake cry
Bereft of feeling sorrow
Or pain,
I weep...
...for me

Here...
In the darkness of my self
I have stopped believing
In myself,
For I am no longer
And I sleep
Anymore...

Yet I shed
Drops of self-deception
I cannot feel
Burden or ordeal
It is the same
Punishment for ever...

And I will ask
Never again
For a whisper,
For a light,
For a moan,
To give rein to
Pitiful hollers
Where I may delight
My forgotten senses
Till I come to death...
...again

Here...
In this darkness of mine
It is a sin
To exist
Surrounded by nothing
May eternity exempt me
Of the nothing I feel

Will I be freed then
Not by light
But
By eternal rest

Amen!!


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*†Dark.Night.Angel.†*